Don't look back.For today.

I often find myself looking back, wishing to live life in reverse, feeling stuck in a moment that is long gone, trying to redo what I didn't at that particular moment. 

I wish I could stay away. I wish I could have done things differently, said more, talked less, enjoyed more, suffered less. And the more I do it, the more I am sure to look forward, to stop looking back. 

There is a whole lot ahead of me, ahead of us. There shall be a "us". Quit being such an anxious, scared little girl. And sometimes I listen to myself, step out, head to the streets, take on the world and actually look forward.

Today was one of those days. Not scared of what is ahead. Full blasting, chest first type of living. also, the new pairs of shoes helped a lot. A girl gotta know how and when to face the world, at her own pace. 

Today was a good day.